I am getting sick of this

Sick of fake peopleSick of people who promise one thing but do another.I hate being in the middle of things that only turn into drama and even though they dont even involve me It ends up being my fault in the end cause people dragged me in to it..... only because I tried to do the right thing.Leave me out guys I can give advice but I hate your secrets. I hate your secrets that are hurting others that I care about. I hate hiding things from people who need to know but I can't tell them because I will only be betraying the other sides trust. I am torn. Don't you see what you are all doing to me? If you guys call me your friend, can't you call me up because you want to hang out with me?... Because you want to talk to me? Not because you need something from me... or you want to hear something about someone else that I know?I am sick of your drama I have my own thank you. Who gonna listen to me? Or can I trust any of you? Or am I putting you in the same position that You left me?Wheres all my real freinds at? Or do I even have any?

I am in pain right now

I can't take it any more
My heart is broken
It has been crushed and discarded
It has been spit on, burned, and cut
It have been bruised...
And this time its going to take a lot longer to heal.

Sigh and sigh some more

I am so depressed right now... Ugh I am so pathetic? what is feeling sorry for myself going to do for me? but I can't stop dwelling on everything.