So I am a huge animal lover...

I created a post on myspace that I want people to see this. It's horrifying and it's hard to fight back tears while watching the video.

I am not going to stream the video on here because I never want to see it again or even finish watching it.

But here is the link to the website

http://www.furisdead.com/feat/ChineseFurFarms/

If you purchase real animal fur you make me sick. You need to know what you are supporting.

My thoughts on abortion

So here is the deal.
Me and a friend were talking about abortion and I really didn't know what to say. She was very against the idea of killing an unborn child that was created against it's own will.

So here is what I think, after a lot of thought I agree that it is not fair that the child will not be born into the world after being created. It never asked for you two to get it on but instead it has to suffer for it. And when I say suffer I mean it. Just because it doesn't cry out in pain does not mean that there is not proof that the forming baby will show it is in pain. I will not go over it because it is painful to think about.

But if you think about it, there is no way that you can get rid of it abortion. If you think about the consequences, there are already way to many people out there that are not fit to be parents. Kids grow up taking care of themselves. That adds crime and mentally unstable people running around. Now I am not saying that if you kid is a black sheep that your a bad parent because you never know how they are going to come out. But neglect and abuse will bring a whole new world of problems. Then on top of that think about the increase of children that will be left for adoption? There is already a large number of children out there that are looking for a family to love them.

So therefore I think sadly abortion is a way of this world because people are careless and they do not think of the consequences.

I'm not I swear!

It seems like the only time that I ever post something is when I am really angry or upset about something.

This is my way of letting off some steam.

So believe me when I say that I am not an angry person I swear!

So to start off, I am really disappointed with the way things went tonight at work. I think I am about due for vacation because this stress cannot be good for me.

The Last 4 days at work I have had a massive headache that no pill can seem to cure, and it just wont go away until I fall asleep. That is If I can even fall asleep because the pain just irritates me.

I have had a lot on my mind about things that I don't really want to post but I feel like I want to talk to someone else about it. Like over coffee or something.

I'm kind of exited for Valentines though. I have close to no money right now because I am trying to pay off a huge mistake that branched into several. But I am planing something very special for him, so I cannot wait.
This month is also our two years together on the 23.
2 years of moments thinking it would last through what it did, but here we are now.

I am also thinking that I need to start calling my friends since they will not call me. Because I miss them all terribly.

Thats all,
Goodnight

I am gonna say no

Yesterday night on the news I was watching something pretty disturbing.

They say that it is as small as a grain of rice and it's a microchip that they inject into you body with all of you personal information.
That doesn't sit right with me. Then on top of that me and a guy I work with were discussing it and he said he would send me a link for a video that had more information on the topic.

the Video mentioned that in the future the chips may become mandatory...

After watching that, I now know that I REALLY do not like it.

On top of that it said that they want to merge the America with Canada and Mexico making us one whole and our currency would change and it will go by another name.

The whole idea of that kind of scares me. It sounds like a disaster waiting to just explode.

And having a microchip floating around in my body makes me feel exposed. Uncomfortable and personally I think big brother has enough control as it is. But that is just my personal opinion.

I am hoping that all of this is just one big rumor. Although I saw the Chips on TV myself so the rest of the information I received almost sounds believable.

you can watch it for yourself if you would like.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vuBo4E77ZXo&feature=related

I miss you

I really miss my friends

I miss Rachel
I miss Olivia
I miss Alyssa and Stephanie
I miss Mai
and I miss Erica
I miss Brandon and Ryan
I miss Malcolm
And so many other people that I considered my friends and some that I still do. I wont take forever putting all their names down.

I think back and I remember all those fake friends and the friends that I loved to hang out with, and the friends that were there for me.

And I really miss them all
I miss all of you and I wish that things could be the way they used to be

I could walk two houses down and hang out
Spend Lunch time in the hall
Having sleep overs and talking about boys
Trying to catch a movie by bus and missing the first 10 minuets.

When we didn't have class together we would write each other note instead of writing our papers.

Goofing off all day and night for a week and doing and entire class project the morning before it's due.
Talking about love like we knew what we were saying.
Coming over and playing mario kart.
Going for walks and talking about life.

Saying that we will always be friends....

I miss you all...