Final Fantasy

I am in love with the new Final Fantasy for the PSP. Crisis Core.
Freaking amazing... So what if Adam and Morgan gave it an unsatisfying review. Doesn't mean that I agree with them.

But maybe it's because I have always been a huge FF7 fan.

And on another note,
I have dyed my hair Red, Black and many shades of brunette but now I'm giving blond a shot.

Stephanie Don't hate me...

And on a third note...
I think I may be the only person I know that updates my blog persistently, and that kind of makes me sad.
Because I love reading what you all have to say.

And what ever happened to emials?
Does anyone ever email anymore? I love emails.

And I never get any : (

We talked

I was afraid that he wouldn't listen to what I had to say.
I thought that I was going to have to just call it quits
But I let it out and I told him how I feel.

Some serious changes need to happen with or with out him.
And I need an answer.
I'm not going to wait forever.
But it went a little better than I thought it would
I hope I am taken seriously.

Because I am not going to wait forever.

I want to make a post

But I am not really sure what it is that I want to say.
I am very irritated right now
Flustered, confused, hurt.

It's like my feelings split into two and are fighting it out for my emotions. I can't really tell what I want and what is better for me. I have no backbone when it comes to my own well being!!!

I like change but I am terrified of it.
I like being happy even though I know that happiness fades, but weather or not I put my self in the position to be happy more often is my choice.

I don't want to make the wrong choice because my mind is saying let go but my heart is saying don't you dare...

I am in love

With Tegaki E ... so much fun if you like to doodle.. I think I may actually invest in a tablet though. I have been wanting one anyways.

http://www.unowen.net/tegaki/index.php

It's really irritating

When people seem to brag openly about their problems to others.

Personally somethings are meant to be shared with people you can trust. If it's something that hurts that much why would you just openly announce it to people you hardly know? or tell people that you cut yourself for it.
We are not feeling sorry for you because you look like your just trying to get attention from people.

And what really makes me mad is that there are people out there who have been through a lot and they live with those memories and then someone comes along and starts talking about their issues like they have it worse in the world. They have no idea how that makes people feel.

So keep your problems to yourselves and when you do need to share your problems share it with people you know and care about you.

And remember that people may seem to have everything going for them but everyone has their share of issues weather they choose to share it with you or not.

Be considerate.