I am just ranting :(

I have been taking the max and bus all week in the snow to get to work because I knew that people were calling in sick and not coming in.

Now because of that I am getting sick because I don't really have any proper snow gear, especially boots, I have been wearing my chucks cause that is really all that I have next to my jogging shoes.

So yesterday me and my Lance both worked and last night when I got off of work at 7:15 my boyfriends car was totally buried in snow. And this morning it has not gotten any better.

I called in because of the circumstances and my manager just made me feel horrible. She told me I should have been prepared... I can't afford boots regardless. Then started to say OK over everything I tried to say and told me that she will not be giving me my holiday pay for this week and hung up on me... and made me cry...

One choice word right now that I will say aloud to myself, after I call the union.

I feel funny.

Maybe it's the depression. I have all this time on my hands and I really accomplished nothing. I had the whole day off yesterday and I worked on my homework only to realize that I hadn't changed a single thing!

Yeah I was working on it but I kept drifting off into a numb state of mind where I wasn't really sure what I was thinking about but I was lost somewhere in deep concentration and thought.

and while I am typing this I have discovered that I really can... type without staring at the keyboard... strange...