Monday, April 20, 2009

This is goodbye

Stop giving me mixed signals

You don't want to be with me but you don't want to let go?

I can't handle being torn from the inside out.

So this is it. You gave me your answer without even realizing it.

I am leaving.

Goodbye

Friday, April 10, 2009

I'm Done

I'm just done.

I'm stupid for thinking otherwise.

It's over, and I don't want to talk about it.

Monday, April 6, 2009

This is Hard on me

I hate feeling depressed all the time and on the verge of tears, it's embarrassing. I hate growing feelings for someone else and then feeling guilty for no reason at all.

I'm single,

and yet I'm not.

I hate this.

Maybe once I get away I can finally start to feel better again. about myself and Life in general.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

I just don't

I know I have to let go, even though he's important to me

I know I have to move on, even though everything we own we share

I know that I have to say goodbye, even though I love him

...



I know that I have to... even if I don't want to.

Because you can't force someone to love you, no matter how unconditional your love to them has been...

I love you.

Is this goodbye?