My birth mother came into my work the other day to hand me some things to remember my Grandfather...I haven't seen this lady in over 6 years. She hurt and abandoned me as a kid and then decided to come waltzing in to my work acting like everything is ok... I hardly recognized her in fact I didn't at first. Just like when my cousin Nate came in...I haven't seen him in an even longer amount of time, but it didn't bother me like seeing my mother did. Then she started to cry on my shoulder... I just patted her back... how do I comfort someone who has hurt me so much? I don't even know who this woman is anymore. I only saw an old withered lonely woman... And shes only 42. I want to feel sorry for her, but I don't. Am I really that black hearted or am I justified to feel this way after what I went through?
I on't know how I should feel about the whole thing. Maybe if I ignore it it will go away? Haha I wish.
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