I read on Post Secret

Someone said that they would probably like religion a lot more if it wasn't filled with so much propaganda.

And I have to say that I agree with that person.

I hate how loving God has to feel like people are selling something...
When we should be giving it away.

I am such an angry person

I guess I just can't decide what mood I am going for.

Here lately I have just been harsh and brutally honest with people.

Before sadly I was the kind of person that liked to talk shit when behind their back like a typical girl but now things just pour right out of my mouth right to their face and I just don't care. Truth hurts am I right?

It's not like I am saying things out of line and for no reason but I think it has more to do with just being fed up with people trying to walk all over me and lie to my face. And it's not like I say it out of anger either.

I don't really care if people have a problem with it because before I felt guilty for just spilling my guts but later I realized that I don't even like these people. They are really not the kind of people I want to be around. I just don't care as much as I used to about their opinions and I am not trying to make any of them my friends.

So basically if your going to say something that I don't like or is offensive in anyway then I am going to cram it right back in your face.

I just hate how hurtful, dishonest and just plain out stupid people have become.
I used to be a huge people person but now I really just don't like you and all I can say is don't give me a reason to hate you.

and I am so much happier

Although I think I may have a problem because more and more I feel like I am turning cold.

I don't want to be stepped on but I don't want to be heartless either.

I don't want friends like you.

Who call me up only when they need something
Or when they want information about whats going on with someone else
Or when they need a sounding board for when they are upset.

I will always be there when you need me for those of you that this applys to

But when the only time that you ever call me up is to trash another persons name or to use me as you personal shrink then no thank you.

When I tried to call you up you are too busy for me to just talk or hang out and it turns into you talking and me listening. Am I not entitled to a conversation?

I want you guys to feel like you can talk to me when you REALLY have a problem but I have felt ussed for quite a while now and I really hate defending someone who has lied to me.
and I am talking about more than one of you.

And it kind of hurts when you all come to me with petty problems and complain when you don't realize that I have problems too. And sometimes It's all a little more than I can handle.

Do I sound selfish? I don't care because I am tired of lies and being used used.

I Will no longer answer the phone for you people when you call me all the time.

Because I don't want friends like you.And I am going to do myself a favor and make sure that I never act like you.

see ya later...

The greatest irony of love

The closest description of love that I have ever read. And you will probably never find closer other than what is read in the Bible...

I did not write this and I am not sure who did but it is beautiful and very true.

The greatest irony of love:

Loving the right person at the wrong time,
Having the wrong person when the time is right,
And finding out you love someone right after
That person walks out of your life.

And sometimes,
you think you're already over a person,
Until you see them smile at you again,
You'll suddenly realize that you're really not.

For some, they think that letting go
is one way Of expressing how much you love the person,
By sacrificing your happiness for theirs,
Without realizing that the other person's
Doing the same thing for them.

Most relationships tend to fail
Not because of the absence of love;
Love is always present,
It's just that one is being loved too much
And the other was being loved too little.

We always fall in love
with the person we think we love,
Only to discover that what we loved about them fades.
Bad experiences are always remembered,
But it's the wonderful memories that are captured
To remind us that there are brighter days ahead
And that happiness exists.

You need to learn to let go
when you're hurting too much,
Realize that sometimes love just isn't enough
And accept the fact that things aren't always gonna be the same.

There is someone out there who will love you more.
It's all the thought you put into your decisions
That impairs your judgement
When your heart already knows what you need to do.
Listen to your heart.

Even though it's on the left side, it's always right.

Hello 2008

2007 was not a good year for me.

2008 I hope to accomplish more...
My licence
Getting into shape
Getting a new job
Going to school

I want to start making something with my life.