I went jogging the other day for just a half hour and I woke up this morning and felt like I couldn't move! ... and I thought I felt bad right after the jog... there was no way I was getting up with morning for jog number two.
Even though I am sore the jog itself felt really good.
I neeed to get into shape.
I am going to try again tomorrow.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Thursday, May 22, 2008
How sad
I met a friend way back in high school.
We went on a trip to Mexico, and became good friends instantaneously.
It's sad to think that we cannot talk to each other anymore. That we can't just call the other one up and laugh like we used to.
Phone calls turned into letting the voice mail get it because I was tired of hearing the same problems and you would never take my advice or even let me speak.
I found out that you lied to me and you hurt me... turned me away from people that meant the world to me.
I tried to stay away from you because you turned into someone else and not the friend you used to be. Then when I got the courage to try and confront you about it... you stopped calling, texting or trying to make any contact. You ignored me and blocked me.
Because I caught you in your lies? Why did you have to lie to me about something so stupid?
Why did you have to lie to me about things that greatly altered my life in a way that you cannot possibly fathom?
You like to make blogs about me not being a true friend all the time well now it's my turn. I hope you are reading this and get over yourself enough to call me and tell me what's going on? This is the only way I know how to contact you.
Unlike you I don't have a " Light switch" to just turn my friendships on and off, because that is not a real friend.
So I hope your reading this.
Just stop the lies and call me.
: I am not really sure how many people actually read my blog but this one is a bit personal to someone else and they know who they are :
We went on a trip to Mexico, and became good friends instantaneously.
It's sad to think that we cannot talk to each other anymore. That we can't just call the other one up and laugh like we used to.
Phone calls turned into letting the voice mail get it because I was tired of hearing the same problems and you would never take my advice or even let me speak.
I found out that you lied to me and you hurt me... turned me away from people that meant the world to me.
I tried to stay away from you because you turned into someone else and not the friend you used to be. Then when I got the courage to try and confront you about it... you stopped calling, texting or trying to make any contact. You ignored me and blocked me.
Because I caught you in your lies? Why did you have to lie to me about something so stupid?
Why did you have to lie to me about things that greatly altered my life in a way that you cannot possibly fathom?
You like to make blogs about me not being a true friend all the time well now it's my turn. I hope you are reading this and get over yourself enough to call me and tell me what's going on? This is the only way I know how to contact you.
Unlike you I don't have a " Light switch" to just turn my friendships on and off, because that is not a real friend.
So I hope your reading this.
Just stop the lies and call me.
: I am not really sure how many people actually read my blog but this one is a bit personal to someone else and they know who they are :
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Issues
So I am having a few issues with my laptop but hopefully I got all the bugs fixed.
I am really fighting myself not to break down and buy the Macbook Pro, even though eventually I know I am going to have to get a mac.
But after having to flush my laptop and almost start over it feels like I have a new computer again...only it's old. lol
My little old man is still kickin ( :
But on top of all that I love my laptop. It was a birthday gift from Lance and it's a very good comp just out dated. I figure if I take good care of it still it will last me a good deal longer.
I have been looking up job postings for graphic design workers needed and I am surprised at how many job in that field are in the Portland area. I always get frustrated when people tell me that I will HAVE to move for my job simply because there is no work in the field around here.
And I have to say that after a confidence booster I am hugely inspired by tashihandmade.com
Not only is this person have incredible skill but they have experience in designing world wide. It's very inspiring.
I want to continue working at what I want to do and I am going to stop letting other people discouraging me.
God has made me capable of doing what I want to do.
I am really fighting myself not to break down and buy the Macbook Pro, even though eventually I know I am going to have to get a mac.
But after having to flush my laptop and almost start over it feels like I have a new computer again...only it's old. lol
My little old man is still kickin ( :
But on top of all that I love my laptop. It was a birthday gift from Lance and it's a very good comp just out dated. I figure if I take good care of it still it will last me a good deal longer.
I have been looking up job postings for graphic design workers needed and I am surprised at how many job in that field are in the Portland area. I always get frustrated when people tell me that I will HAVE to move for my job simply because there is no work in the field around here.
And I have to say that after a confidence booster I am hugely inspired by tashihandmade.com
Not only is this person have incredible skill but they have experience in designing world wide. It's very inspiring.
I want to continue working at what I want to do and I am going to stop letting other people discouraging me.
God has made me capable of doing what I want to do.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Expansion
Just watched an interview with blizzard for the expansion, Wrath of the Litch King. And I think I am going to enter the art contest for Arthas and Frostmourne. Doubt I will win because there is some major talent entering and my skills are really not up to par yet...
Yes I play WoW. Not to many girls do I find. I am not a hard core player... I mean it did take me 2 years to get to 70... But my boyfriend is a big WoW Freak and got me to play, and it took me a long time to get into it. But now that I got it down I really like it, good game, always changing to make it worth paying $15 a month for it. Unfortunately some people take it WAY to seriously and become addicted to the game itself.... come on, It's a game people!
Anyways, that's all for now.
Yes I play WoW. Not to many girls do I find. I am not a hard core player... I mean it did take me 2 years to get to 70... But my boyfriend is a big WoW Freak and got me to play, and it took me a long time to get into it. But now that I got it down I really like it, good game, always changing to make it worth paying $15 a month for it. Unfortunately some people take it WAY to seriously and become addicted to the game itself.... come on, It's a game people!
Anyways, that's all for now.
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Here's something
... Important to say. I hate, hate, HATE, the kind of people to trash talk or dislike something just because it's popular
Like people who
Hate myspace because everyone else has one.
Refuse to by and ipod because Apple is too popular.
Wont drink at starbucks because thats where everyone gets their coffee so lets go to a different place even though theirs tastes like crap.
Mustangs just because who doesn't have one on the road?
Hair cuts, Clothes, drinks, tv shows, you name it.
You should only dislike something because it doesn't do it for YOU, not because the rest of the world likes it.
Now I am all about supporting the underdogs but hating something for the sake of being different is really pathetic.
Who cares if everyone else has one. Have one because you want one. Or go with what ever the heck you want.
As far as I am concerned your just as bad as people who flock to what everyone else has for the sake of popularity, because on you quest to be different you yourself have let other peoples opinions tell you what to do and buy.
And I think your lame
Like people who
Hate myspace because everyone else has one.
Refuse to by and ipod because Apple is too popular.
Wont drink at starbucks because thats where everyone gets their coffee so lets go to a different place even though theirs tastes like crap.
Mustangs just because who doesn't have one on the road?
Hair cuts, Clothes, drinks, tv shows, you name it.
You should only dislike something because it doesn't do it for YOU, not because the rest of the world likes it.
Now I am all about supporting the underdogs but hating something for the sake of being different is really pathetic.
Who cares if everyone else has one. Have one because you want one. Or go with what ever the heck you want.
As far as I am concerned your just as bad as people who flock to what everyone else has for the sake of popularity, because on you quest to be different you yourself have let other peoples opinions tell you what to do and buy.
And I think your lame
Goodbye hours
So my hours at work have drastically been chopped in half. About this time of year that happens but we have so many ( Lazy) New hires that I still don't see me getting all of my hours back.
So I am ONCE again seriously looking for a new job. I think I have been saying that for way over a year now but I mean it this time! I swear.... Maybe...
I am so poor right now that I haven't gone out and done ANYTHING. Someone needs to come over and save me from my boredom before I start ripping out hair!!!
I can olny play so much Mario Kart Wii by myself for so long.
So I am ONCE again seriously looking for a new job. I think I have been saying that for way over a year now but I mean it this time! I swear.... Maybe...
I am so poor right now that I haven't gone out and done ANYTHING. Someone needs to come over and save me from my boredom before I start ripping out hair!!!
I can olny play so much Mario Kart Wii by myself for so long.
Friday, May 2, 2008
Update, update, update
I bought a printer today from work for 30 bucks because it was the last one...amazing! I only had to print out one thing but now that I have a printer I just want to print.... I want to print something, Anything!
I entered an art contest but I wont know if I won or lost until the 5th... I can kind of see that I am not a winner though because there was some pretty amazing entries and mine looks as though it would have come out better if I did it in crayon... maybe.
And the only think that I have accomplished on my 8 days off was finally hitting lvl 70. Other that that I have done jack diddly, and it has been amazing.
I really needed a vaca even though my hours have been chopped in half. People at work are driving me insane. It just amazes me what some of the new hires get away with and they are still working there. And it really makes the rest of us ( or at least me) feel used because we are working hard for our money and getting paid just as much as the people who are standing around talking and flipping there cell phone out on the floor and texting in front of the customers.
Or asking for help and then walking away when we are doing all of their work for them.
It's very annoying. Especially when they are walking away to flirt with your boyfriend. I just want to ask, "are you for real?"
I entered an art contest but I wont know if I won or lost until the 5th... I can kind of see that I am not a winner though because there was some pretty amazing entries and mine looks as though it would have come out better if I did it in crayon... maybe.
And the only think that I have accomplished on my 8 days off was finally hitting lvl 70. Other that that I have done jack diddly, and it has been amazing.
I really needed a vaca even though my hours have been chopped in half. People at work are driving me insane. It just amazes me what some of the new hires get away with and they are still working there. And it really makes the rest of us ( or at least me) feel used because we are working hard for our money and getting paid just as much as the people who are standing around talking and flipping there cell phone out on the floor and texting in front of the customers.
Or asking for help and then walking away when we are doing all of their work for them.
It's very annoying. Especially when they are walking away to flirt with your boyfriend. I just want to ask, "are you for real?"
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