Friday, June 13, 2008

I'm hurting.

I am very frustrated right now. Tonight I just cried my eyes out on my boyfriends shoulder.
I have so many dreams and goals and when I get so exited because something is going right and it looks like things are finally looking up for me...

The big kid pushes me down and steals my lunch money.

I don't understand. It's easy to say what I have to do but honestly I am always two pillows 2 short of the perfect hide out.

I feel helpless... like a little kid. Staring at what I want in the candy store but not enough penny's to buy it.

How come everything that I put my all into just gets thrown back in my face?
For once I would like to be rewarded for my efforts and hard work.

Or maybe I really am just not good enough.

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