It's getting bad

I am trying to hold out.

If I can just wait till the 21 of this month quitting will be justified.

But work among other things is starting to wear me down, I really hate my job because I have discovered that I really dislike people.

They are rude, pigheaded, liars, thieves, and just plain out stupid enough to make a slug look like a graduated student from Yale.

I have noticed that the more I am forced to be there the more irrational I start thinking.
My life just plain sucks right now, and I think that the only thing making me think strait is knowing how my choices will affect the people that love me and think of me (which to me right now doesn't seem like very many) and my faith in the fact that God has something better planed for me.

And above all I am a smarter person than that. I know there are other paths even though they are harder and well hidden.

I am not trying to scare you guys and I only really writing this because I am hoping that buy reading it over again It will help me think clearer.

So for those of you who care (and God of course),

thank you for saving my life.