Heartache

Something is going on right now and I am not sure what it is.

I am not sure if it is just me being paranoid, or stressed out about money and not ever having enough of it.

Here lately I have been thinking too much. Thats my problem, I overthink everything. To a point where I worry and I start making up things that have the potential to happen but it never does. Things that affect my relationship, my future, my job.

I think that thinking is a good thing obviously. But I think about the wrong things.

I think I amhaving a problem with Lance. Not that hes doing anything, but al of my trust issues are resurfacing. If I can't find myself to trust him than that could be a serious issue. I am not sure why I feel this way. I have not real reason not to trust him. I think that I sometimes let his teasing gewt to me and I take it too much to heart.