Ew... I went over my last post and yuck... I could not spell and my grammar was disgusting.
The other day I was thinking of a conversation between me and an old friend of mine back when we had complicated relationship issues.
I remember telling him all the time that I hated how he talked about slitting his wrists and suicide. I am not sure if he really meant it but I couldn't help trying to explain to him how badly it felt hearing those things from someone that you really care about. It's heart wrenching.
Then once I can't remember what brought it on but it was a bad day. And I made a comment to him about just wanting to die (I didn't mean it). I remember silence and then him telling me that he then understood how I felt when he did that to me.
The same thing happened the other day only this time it didn't involve me,
but someone I am very in love with had to experience hearing it, and the person he heard it from tore him apart.
It is so hurtful hearing things like that from people we love like family, relationships and close friends. People don't understand. They say that no one will miss me,
But they are so wrong...
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