Friday, October 31, 2008

Happy Halloween indeed...

I like how when I am the victim I somehow turn into the "bad guy." When I am upset and lash back to defend myself I am in the wrong. But it's a-ok for me to be mistreated and then scolded for trying to do something about it.

and I like that for a second there, I actually started to blame myself. But unfortunately it's been more than a second because I've done it every time.

I am sick of being treated like the underdog. Not even my own boyfriend gives me the courtesy anymore.

If I can't defend myself and stand up for myself when I am mistreated, at work, at home, at the freaking bus stop!!! Then I am just going to walk away and leave it all behind me because I am so damn tired.

Common courtesy is all that I am asking for, just give it to me please?

oh yeah, Happy Halloween....

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