Thursday, February 12, 2009

The German insomniac

It's simply amazing, i haven't spoken or really been around the German language for year and years, (since I was like 4!) and yet I can understand it when I read it ( very VERY slowly of course) and when I sound it out lol.

I am not sure why it makes me so happy with myself. Maybe its because I feel accomplished or I have the ability to do something I did think was even possible anymore.

All I can think about now is, "why the hell am I posting a blog about this now?"

Because this is why I started a blog, for my been able to mindless nonsense that no one wants to hear me babble on about.

I have actually had a lot on my mind lately. It's kind of irritating because I haven't been able to fall asleep at night. I know I have a serious problem with insomnia, but it's been horrid lately. I can feel it taking a toll on my body and mental state of mind, and it doesn't feel good. I have tried drinking chamomile before I go to bed, but it hasn't been working. So I think I am going to have to invest in some pills, because I can't focus on anything,I've been loosing my balance, my hand eye coordination sucks, and I drag my feet during the day.

Yesterday I was so out of it I stabbed myself in the eye at work with a cardboard box. I had to help customers with a shut watering eye. I must have looked ridiculous.

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